About

One day, I got tired of submitting my work to other websites and either waiting for it to be posted, or finding that the site shut down and my sending anything was pointless. I also got tired of creating fifty million accounts with fifty million fanwork websites, hoping against hope that enough people would take the time to pick my work out of the laundry list of items surrounding it. Thus this site was born.

Synthesis: the fusion of thesis and antithesis. Art and writing. I know, I'm so clever, aren't I? ;)

Let's get personal

I was born in 1983, when Ronald Reagan was president and people freely indulged in bad hair and legwarmers (I even remember when New Kids on the Block started out!). I live in the Keystone State. I work as a dancer in a popular chain of gentlemen's clubs (and I will not say what chain). I have Gemini Rising, so I like to talk.

I also like linking things.

I'm an ARIES, the scariest sign in the Zodiac! (Although some Scorpio folks may beg to differ.)

I'm honest, non-competitive, sincere, lazy, moody, thoughtful, and optimistic. I like being pampered. I like working hard and doing a good job on something.

I have one daughter, whom I love very much.

I love to help younger fanfic authors. Unfortunately though, I no longer have the time to do this, though I may make an exception for the occasional one-shot. Ask away; if I turn you down, it's always with politeness and consideration. And on that note, to anyone whose fic I promised to beta but never did, I sincerely apologize. Blame my schedule.

Generally, I don't believe in being negative, and won't strike unless provoked. I'd rather talk about my likes than my dislikes. I'd rather make love and not war. Besides, war doesn't give people orgasms.

I believe in God, in Astrology, but not in coincidences. And I'm probably the only person on earth without a MySpace or a blog.

It's a job that doesn't pay

I was an artist from the moment I was old enough to hold a pencil. Drawing has always been with me, and has always grown with me, even when I never called upon it. It's more a part of me than anything else I can do. To lose it would be to lose myself.

But writing isn't too far behind. It was sort of a hidden talent, I guess you could say, since it didn't come quite as early as drawing did. I wrote my first fanfic when I was twelve; it was for The Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past (and no, I'll never post it. Ever). I got into online fandoms five years later. My most prolific years were 2003-4. I slacked off since, but I still have ideas, and eventually I'll act on them.

I'm also a poet, but I don't do that much nowadays.

In my work, I like to challenge myself. I work with different mediums, points of view, and characters. I like to be flexible. An artist or author can grow to like a character simply by making one drawing or one story about him/her. That's the beauty of fanwork.

The surreal life

I run two other websites in along with this one:

Beauty and the Beast: fanlisting/fanstation for Vincent x Tifa
Mister Vain: fanlisting/shrine for Dekar from the Lufia/Estpolis series

And I have active accounts on FanFiction.Net, FicWad, and Lunaescence Archives.

Visit my tribute page to my late cockatiel, Samantha.

Game girl

Since most of my work here is based on video games, I might as well mention my background as a gamer. I didn't play very many, mostly old stuff, like the original Star Fox and Mario Kart, the three Super Mario games, and Super Metroid (aka Metroid III). With RPGs, I played FFs IV - X-2 (with XII in the works), all four Estpolis/Lufia games (currently working my way through Ruins of Lore), and the first and third Zelda games (RPGs? Adventure games? You decide). I also played both SNES and Amiga versions of Drakkhen, a game only people my age and older will remember (the SNES version has a bad rap, but it was my very first RPG).

Today, my fanstuff deals mostly with the Final Fantasy and Estpolis games.

Stuff I like

Fanlistings.

Adult
69
Biting
Dirty talk
Doggy style
Girl on top
Hickeys
Oral sex
Orgasms
Sex
Spanking
Striptease
Vibrators
Albums
Batman Begins soundtrack
Britney Spears - Circus
Evanescence - The Open Door
The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring soundtrack
The Lord of the Rings: Return of the King soundtrack
Seether - Karma and Effect
Animals
Cockatiels
Orca whales
Tigers
Wolves
Books & Movies
The Alien series
Batman Begins
The Butterfly Effect
Hellboy
The Lady in the Water
The Last Samurai
The Lord of the Rings series
Sex and the City
Star Wars Episode I: The Phantom Menace
Zoolander
Book & Movie Characters
Aragorn [The Lord of the Rings]
Arwen [The Lord of the Rings]
Ellen Ripley [Alien series]
Éomer [The Lord of the Rings]
Éowyn [The Lord of the Rings]
Legolas [The Lord of the Rings]
Qui-Gon Jinn [Star Wars]
Théoden [The Lord of the Rings]
Fashion & Beauty
Coach
High heels
Leopard print
Lingerie
Louis Vuitton
Pedicures
Thongs and g-strings
Victoria's Secret
Games
Final Fantasy IV
Final Fantasy VI
Final Fantasy VII
Final Fantasy VIII
Final Fantasy X
Final Fantasy X-2
The Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past
Lufia/Estpolis II
Super Mario Bros. 3
Super Mario Kart
Super Mario World
Game characters
Cecil Harvey [FFIV]
Rydia [FFIV]
Terra Branford [FFVI]
Locke Cole [FFVI]
Celes Chere [FFVI]
Edgar Roni Figaro [FFVI]
Cyan Garamonde [FFVI]
Aeris Gainsborough [FFVII]
Tifa Lockhart [FFVII]
Vincent Valentine [FFVII]
Sephiroth [FFVII]
Squall Leonhart [FFVIII]
Rinoa Heartilly [FFVIII]
Quistis Trepe [FFVIII]
Zell Dincht [FFVIII]
Selphie Tilmitt [FFVIII]
Irvine Kinneas [FFVIII]
Seifer Almasy [FFVIII]
Laguna Loire [FFVIII]
Edea [FFVIII]
Zidane Tribal [FFIX]
Vivi Orunitia [FFIX]
Beatrix [FFIX]
Tidus [FFX]
Lulu [FFX]
Seymour [FFX]
Paine [FFX-2]
Chocobos [FF series]
Dekar [Lufia/Estpolis series]
Samus Aran [Metroid series]
Game relationships
Locke x Celes [FFVI]
Aeris x Sephiroth [FFVII]
Tifa x Vincent [FFVII]
Squall x Rinoa [FFVIII]
Irvine x Selphie [FFVIII]
Tidus x Yuna [FFX/X-2]
Auron x Lulu [FFX]
Fran & Balthier [FFXII]
Game music
Final Fantasy VII OST
One Winged Angel [FFVII]
Eyes on Me [FFVIII]
Liberi Fatali [FFVIII]
Musicians
Alanis Morissette
Chris Brown
Dido
Evanescence
Seether
Timbaland
Sports
Chase Utley
Cole Hamels
Philadelphia Phillies
Shane Victorino
Songs
AFI - Miss Murder
Britney Spears - Break the Ice
Britney Spears - Circus
Britney Spears - Out from Under
Britney Spears - Piece of Me
Britney Spears - Stronger
Christina Aguilera - Dirrty
Dido - White Flag
Evanescence - Weight of the World
The Fray - How to Save a Life
H.I.M. - Join Me (in Death)
Lady GaGa - Poker Face
Michael Jackson - Thriller
P!nk - Sober
Savage Garden - Affirmation
Savage Garden - I Want You
Seether - Remedy
Snap! - Rhythm Is a Dancer
TV Shows
The Golden Girls
Judge Judy